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Previous Entry I've decided..But haven't Told. Sep. 15th, 2004 @ 10:41 pm
I've decided that i will leave Amoeba.I haven't told anyone at work yet.Nor have i told Luis.But this has gone beyond my control..I've tried to do the whole 2 job thing juggle.But i just cannot.
It's so tiredsome.So not worth it anymore.
Why did u have to take away my sunday.U JERK
And..where have you disapeared too..
I guess she's gone too.O'well..
When will my last day be?SOON.*most likely end or begining of the next month but soon*
i've only met a few people at Ameoba.Because i'm not a social bug and mingle during breaks/lunches/ect. back then when i was a full timer.But,those few kick ass.I guess i'll miss them.
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I walk down to my bus stop wait spot....some1 rolls down their window and makes funny farting but annoying noises at me.I guess he tried to look cute infront of the girls who were near there.GO YOU.anyways..i wait for the bus...wait....waiting....waiting..(i usually get a ride from my father.but he in L.a. i think he comes home friday.)waiting.....me...sleepy....still waiting...cold outside..(i like cold wind though)3 girls at bus stools..laughing...not sure on what the hell..but just laughing....me...waiting...bus comes...i hop on..
find a lonely spot empty seats...i sit......wheelchair section...i sit......window i look out...eye lids feeling a bit heavy...and being that i am far-eye-sided..cant see much..falling asleep on bus...lay back in hardrock bus seats and try to catch atleast 5minutes of shut eye on my bus ride...couldnt bus kept doing crazy turns..
i tough it out...stomache growling....can be heard from miles n miles....Hunger.....dizzyness...hunger...growling...embarrasing.....clutching tummy.....searching for cinnamon mentos to calm hunger...cannot find....destination is reached...i stumble off....go to next bus stop destination,,...not much waiting...bus was right behind me...had to hurl my sleepy fatass to catch it....caught....i hop on....every seat looked full....standing.........................................look at the back of the bus quickly....glance......turn back...waiting for destination.....i finally sit.......dazing off.....ring bell early on wrong stop.....bus reach destination...i get off...trying to remember how to walk ....red lite....wait.....waiting.......waiting.......green......walking...no no....dragging.......drag.....dragging...draggin on.....passing by crowded bars/resturants......then it gets dark.....dark parking lot.....scary......but not caring...not looking behind......too tired.......get keys out..........finding.....trying......trying....gotcha.....open........relief.....safe.........upstairs.........walking.....open....enter.....hallway...almost home.......happy....relief......bed....thinking......sleeping........resting.....stomache growls.....food.....hungry.....use bathroom 1st.....gas out......hunger ...clean...flush...wash.....beg mom too make left over dinner (home made burrito)...eat...finish....no more hunger...internet...Journal...typing....present time...thinking of job leaving...ect..tired.....eating pie......apple pie.....
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From:(Anonymous)
Date:September 5th, 2006 06:49 am (UTC)
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it's been that long huh...and i still think about her :)
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